Eva M.: long hair

black boots

I refuse to wear summer clothes

7:47 AM

First of all, a big fat thank you to Dawn Towers for these pictures.

I'm feeling retro today so I edited these photos like its from the 80s haha.

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Chasing Dreams

10:52 AM

Hello, fellow dreamers!

I've been very busy these past few days! First, I've been working my ass off day and night designing/planning/revamping my online shop. It's been a hell of a month for me to do the preparations! I practically earned cash by my own sweat for my capital. I'm proud to say I earned the money I needed in a clean way! (Yes kids, stay away from street drugs! lol) After getting the right amount of cash, I instantly ordered my products from Korea. The other half of my capital was invested in buying shirts and printing my desired designs. When I got my first batch of shirts, I was devastated! Some shirts had a really shitty result! I almost cried my heart out. I thought of all the hard work and overtime I did to earn the capital and I get ugly production?! Seriously, I had to "talk to the manager" to have it redone. And I believe I charmed my way into getting what I wanted. I practically deserved it anyway. Haha! Second, I am enrolling to my dream school. It's been my dream to study there for so long. I know its batshit expensive, but I'm gonna do and give my best. I am a self-taught everything. I rarely ask people to teach me stuff I want to learn. I had to find my way into knowing how this and that works. I guess now that I'll be studying there, the procedures are spoon-fed. I know I can achieve my dreams if I stay focused. At this time, I wont be telling where I'll be studying, but I'm officially leaving university- for now. Of course I will be back after a year. I hope by then, I wont feel the need of stopping again. In short, I hope I don't feel lazy again. He he he

Enough with the drama. Let's talk about how different I look here!

Finally, a breather from all my other punk-gore-all-black-errthang looks. I don't normally wear 'normal wear' (don't you just love word play? haha!), but when I do, I make sure its plain and casual. I wore this when I applied to my dream school. So pathetic of me, really. When I attended university, you'll never catch me wearing things like these cause I go all shirt and pants with messy bun. But of course, I had to dress up for me! This is what I feel like when I get to start school on Monday, the get-up says it all: ladylike and professional. Honestly, I bet I'll just end up wearing baggy shirts & pants in the long run. We all get tired of dressing up anyway... I think.